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第29章守候瞬间的永恒(13)
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"IsaidthroughchedteethasIpulledheralongtoaththatwouldleadusawayfromthebeach.Shehoppedalongsideofme,seethingandjibbering.Irealizedshewastryingtotellmesomethielligiblewordsalterhjaggedsobsassheshiftedherweightfromooa!
Noereoutofthesurf,thesandwassghot.Ihadbeengherthongsallalong."I'msosorry,sweetie.Puttheseon."Islippedherthorembli.
Thatwasweeksago.Notember,andIwasbathebeae.AsIwalkedthebeach,tearswelledupinmyeyes.Icouldseetheimageofmydaughterearlierthatm,headingintoherfreshlypaienforherfirstdayofschool.Herneackroudlyoverhershoulder.Thedesignofyellolepuppiesandkitteenderyears.
I'ddrivenstraighttothebeachafterdroppiherewassomethingsinthenever-eingandbreakingofthewaves.Ihopedthepoundingsurfwouldsoothemyanxiousthoughts.
Ihaddreamedofthisdayforyears—fivetobeexact.Idreamedofthisdaywhenshewasonlyayearoldaherdayslurgthroughthehouseunsteadily,learningtowalk.Iwassoedthatshemightmaimherself.Ifollowedherarouharmsoutstretchedlikeagiantbear.
o,Ineededabreakfromfull-timemommyhoodbadly.Ihadleftherwithmyparehejobrequiredmeobusiours,wheinylittlev-distanelines,myvoicecrackedsobadlythatIcouldhardlyans>
Andthispastsummer,ourdaysoneahercausedhertodemandmyunfailiion.Asthesummer'sheatgrewmoreoppressive,Igotlistlessbutshebecamemorespirited.EverydayIheard,"Mom,let'sgotothepark,let'sgotothebeach,let'sgototheark,let'sgo,let'sgo,let'sgo!
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Whythetearsthen?Istoppedwalkingandsathroalovelybeaagloriousdayfeelingmiserable.Ishouldbehappy,Ithought.Nomoreibardiwelvehoursaday.NowIkfree,usinastreamofectedideas.IwobacktoschoolorstartthebusinessI'dbeenthinkingabout.Icouldgoshoppingbymyself.Icouldrollupthewindowsinmycar,pidsiopofmylungs.
&his,I'dmisshavingherbymyside.I'dbeeusedtohavingatpaniofiveyears."Don'tworry,Mom,we'llstillhaveether."shehadreassuredmeatthebreakfasttablethat
Withthatthoughtinmind,Iythingsoffthebeadheadedformycar.Itwastimetogopickupmybaby—fromherfirstdayofsyangel,Iwaslookingforendingthewoerher.
女儿就要上学了。
然而,我还清晰地记得几个星期前的情景,它就像被写在电影剧本里一样在我眼前浮现。
“宝贝,再玩五分钟,五分钟过后我们就得走了。”
我对五岁的女儿喊道。
她已经在太平洋里嬉闹了一个小时了。
尽管她是游泳池中的高手,但是在这深蓝色的海洋里就不尽然了。
或许是游在海洋咆哮声中的她没有听到我喊她的名字,或许她听到了,只是不在意我的话——这很难说得清楚。
“嘿,宝贝,时间到了,我们得走了!”
我对她说道。
她给我一个“再见了,妈妈”
的眼神,转身向更远处的海浪游去。
我冲了过去,抓住她的胳膊。
我的短裤都被浸湿了。
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